Scott, I appreciate the support. I turned off comments because I can't deal with them right now. I have so much grief and anxiety that I can barely function. I am devastated that this person I trusted betrayed me like this. To add insult to injury, she threw out a random and hurtful "diagnosis" in a termination letter that we had never even discussed in four years. She also didn't help me apply for disability, which I frankly need. I feel broken, ashamed, and unfixable. This is not the first therapist I have seen, but she is the one I have seen the longest. I trusted her implicitly and became very attached. I was SO wrong about her. I have no words for how devastated I am. I can't believe this happened, especially while my mother is dying. How could she do this? I am in shock.